So What Now.

this morning was a totally mess . really super super messed up .
when i woke up , i realized , its over ? what a joke anyway .
i guess i trust a person so much , right ? well i guess you can call me stupid .
i admit , im stupid in a way , but who cares anyway (:
Elaine has to accept everything . (:
i almost forgot , today i'm having fever ! BOOOOO .
headaches ! i wanted to chat with Aira , Night Park Chitchats .

my father asked me when he arrived at home ;

pa : what happen to your eye ?
me : i sleep too much .
pa : why is it swollen ? Liar.
me : are you joking ? i sleep too much .
pa : * walk away *

He's kinda stupid , right ?
but yeah , without even realizing it , my eyes really swollen-ed .
HAHAHA . " Smile " the only thing i can do now .
but , well , im totally alright now . not to worry , im as joyful as ever .
Because i've learnt my lesson , (:
i wont be too emotional for such a nonsense reason , right ?
that's stupid .
i need to eat my medicine , :D bbyeee !! ^^