pissed off .
my father x.x


why cant there be a day that he's not angry with me?
why cant there be a day that he won't disturb me?
scold me? quarrel with me? complain about me?
everytime misunderstood me of doing things that doesnt deserved scolding .
all of this time , i just kept quiet .
how i really wished sometime he wont go home .
as he was leaving us almost half of a week .
he kept lying ..
i felt like crying sometimes when everything blamed on me ,
even though i didn't do anything . Because im the youngest ?
& he act so protective that its not on the right place to protect of .
he told me " i only cared for you and family . "
what crap , did he cared for my feelings ?
whether i got hurt or not ? didnt he have a heart to let me love someone . ?
the super unforgivable thing he did , he dare to show himself & dared to scold me
as if he was in the right ?
so what if i have boyf ? Doesnt that makes him happy ?
my mother is happy & as well as my siblings .
well you , giving me a black face & started to scold me .
well , unlike other girls , im not those flirty ass & horny babby's out there .
& i'll prove to you , ill finish my studies .
& i'll prove to him , that my extraordinary boyfriend,
is way better than anyone else there.

- prove t you , dad .