i wished i could be as strong as a steel right now .
that couldn't be break into pieces .
hahahha . what crap im talking about .
i just missed him so much . As far as i could imagine ,
i cant live my life fully , without him .
ill give you air to breathe now ,
if im the reason for it , then i'll do whats right
& the best forr youuuuuuuuuu .

today went to Yakult factory
After i read that message , my heart skip a beat .
& i panicked . so i went to sleep in the bus &
luckily , i was almost kana taken picture from ms sim
while i was sleeping in jasmine's shoulder .
when i woke up , im surrounded by people &
looked my in the eyes . it was very frustrated
because i just woke up . & i dont heck know , they all singing .

after then ,
Went to my house cos' jocelyn want to lend dress ..
so yeah , my class famlies went too .
they we're so noisy like mad & mess up my mother's room .
they enjoyed playing with baby sky , esp his heartbeat .
& Jasmine is the model for todayy ,
she try on every dress i had & let jocelyn choose .
enjoyed the aircon too & each of them ,
straightened their hair .
and that freaking time i was freakingly dam worried also .
/ don wanna say why , personal . /
&&
WENT TO PLAY WATER BOMB .
it was fun and not contented to the packets .
so few . so yeah , after all that ,
the 3 of them left at home ,
so we talked about those disgusting things too .
it was soo funny that they all starting to grow matured .
nothing much to elaborate ..



; ok , last night . last night ,
i couldnt stop my tears falling down my rosy cheeks .
called baby & we talked .
( conversation )
After a moment , he make me smiled ,
& that smiled , make me fall asleep as well .
& hearts , i can have a good night sleep as well .

/ you know that until now,
i still loveyou ,
so much .